♥ Saturday, January 16, 2010
dad,mum n bro...tq so much for urs supporting on me
tis's a serious thing tat i cant make decision in short time...so...pls juz giv me more time to consider
i noe u all love me...bcoz i love u too
♥ Friday, January 15, 2010
ok,let talk about fees again....its juz out WIT THE STUPID UNI LIFE COURSE FEE....ok! i heard somebody said its FREE?!but now its not FREE but totally EXPENSIVE...RM1320...well school....u FORCE us to take tis stupid subject....i can accept it...but now,how cruel u ask me to pay for tis meaningless,time wasting,nonsense subject??!!
back to the fees =.='''...it become RM12347 now...gud...if i cant get the PTPTN loan...i can get out from school ad...GUD!
♥ Thursday, January 14, 2010
well,i should stop complaining n accept the truth...theres no way to solve it except v agree wit it...
but everything is out of control now...
im sitting in front of the piano n practice...but i dunno wat i practice for
im studying in a class...n i dunno wat i listen for
im chatting wit frens n laughing till die....n i dunno wat i laugh for
my mind,my hands,my emotion...everything function itself....i cant even control it
i act lik a robot now...
all can i do is stick to my religious...Buddha!show me my way,i seriously nid it now
♥ Tuesday, January 12, 2010
had our first CME lesson today...n i do freaking bad in it(i think)....n all is my fault (i think so...) actually v ad practice it for some times,n did ok in our tempo...articulation... bla bla...but my tempo was run off n the expression also X.x...feel sorry to my partner...i shd work more on tis !!! cut off the nervous :X
yeah...im having 9 subjects in tis sem...n i juz noe my fees for tis sem
11,270 malaysia ringgit without the uni life...no wonder some others said tat UCSI is U?? Cash Sucker Institute(i cant rmb it well but its totally true)...i stil cant accept the additional of choir fee...do u think v nid 6 hours of choir in a week?! do u think wit tat system our choir wil upgrade to a pro level?! i really speechless....juz can say...u win again !!!!
tis's the second week for me from school reopen day...yeah,im a degree student now.... but juz one word can describe it>>>BUSY...VERY BUSY...FREAKING BUSY T.T
v go school on 7am more every day den back on most early 6pm for lessons or practice...probably,v spent more than 12 hours
in school rite now
first of all..v hav a new system start from tis sem...lots of change r made...
first....credit hours r add to 103 for complete whole degree program...tat means v nid to take more time to graduate...ok..next
second...every sem jury...WTH?!v gonna to die wit the 2 sems 1 jury system,den now u change to every sem jury??!!
third...additional of subjects tat not related to music at all in our course...for example...uni life...do v shd learn how to survive in uni? pls la...it seems meaningful but totally nonsense for me....v had our first lesson today..n its damn boring -.-...force us to spend a part of our practice time n more money ( im poor man T.T) in those useless things
as conclusion....school pretty encourage us to fail den extend sem den they can earn more money from us....ok !!! u win =.=
♥ Friday, January 8, 2010
都读了一年了。。。现在你问我要不要放弃?! 我知道你是为了我好，不想看我太压力，不过我这一年的辛苦不就end of nth了吗。。。我的字典里没有放弃这个词，走到这里了，没有什么退路，只能继续往前走。。。我只是想诉诉苦而已，没有想要放弃的意思。。。你们就支持我吧:)。。。不要担心，我会好好的，做好自己该做的事
♥ Monday, January 4, 2010
wat the hell ?! 我不想要管钱咧！烦死了=.=